This is why I do not want to stay here. Why would I pay for people who do not care or help me out. I have to do everything myself so I don’t give a shit if I leave. Sorry, you can fend for yourself. College is not as easy as you may think. You didn’t even go so you have no experience. I have to deal with professors, stupid people, all the work at school and my job. No help whatsoever. Always asking why I don’t eat healthy, being lazy, and shit. Hello, I go to school 12 hours a day, have homework and study, with a part time job. I cannot find healthy foods to eat when I am always in a rush to get places and get stuff done, especially when it is 10pm at night. Sometimes, people do not understand, making me want to give up or live far away and forget about them. Never visit or call. Just forget that I have people.

Birthday present from Jen.

Birthday present from Jen.

I’m finally done with having braces…well I still have my retainers coming in. At least I got the clear ones so I hope they won’t be that bad. I just have to make myself wear the retainers and not slack off. Shit, I can’t waste 3 years and $3000+. Have to pick up retainers next week, go for a dentist check up, and bleach my teeth. Yea my main resolutions this year :)

My baby. Have to get a new lens for it. Mom did give me money to buy it but not sure which one I want. Officially 22 today. Old as a raisin, haha :).

My baby. Have to get a new lens for it. Mom did give me money to buy it but not sure which one I want. Officially 22 today. Old as a raisin, haha :).

It’s ok. Weird black outfits though…looks funny.