December 2009
58 posts
1st new year resolution:
get a new job that doesnt deal with fast food customer service that i would love.
i wish it snowed in town. once every 20 years is too long. i love california’s hot weather but let it snow for winter here.
liked how this turned out. better than i thought it would be. i really should work on my photography more. yes i know mandy. i do. :)
i want to ride a bicycle. i havent riden one ever since 3rd grade or sometime in elementary school. it seems so long ago.
—went to the new year today. man was it crowded. mandy, jen, and me. saw cheng, noulinda, and sue. thats about it. now jen saw everyone she knew. hahaha. didnt buy wnything since it the same things every year. tired. sleepy. eating cookies.
why didnt i know about this? dang jenny had to tell me about it when it was already over. ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! if it was aum, i would be so piss. im kind of right now since i missed this. stupid stupid me. why do i always miss these good ass concerts? whywhywhywhywhywhywhyw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i guess this is what i get for not ever going to the new years. it’s so boring though. hum....
i stare at people’s teeth/smile when i first meet them. it’s a habit. so now you know if i met or is going to meet you, i stare at your teeth.
i pay more attention to art ever since i took art 6 (art history). it’s a class that i actually remember information about. glad i took the class because when i see art works, i know most of them and UNDERSTAND them better. i would have to say my favorite period was the impressionism and post-impressionism periods. claude monet and paul cezanne are my favorites during the impressionism.
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going on a little roadtrip. FUN.
EDIT:driving to morro bay, then all the way to san francisco.
-have my dinner tomorrow. wonder what grandpa is going to say…
i need a new job. one that can pay for my bills so i can quit my present job. i barely get any hours now and im pissed off. arrrrr! i am going to see how etsy goes. if i get some customers, im fine and quitting mcd. i just need a job that pays monthly for my stupid cellphone bill. my parents can take care of the rest. blah. why am i so mad at this stupid shit? i need a real vacation. like for 2...
i dont know why im up this early. i woke up at 6am since i couldnt sleep after my sister left for work. damn. im tired but i cant sleep. trying to knit more. it is so slow. im never going to get it done. i wonder how old people can do this. i keep messing up everytime. o well. it’s going to be a crappy scarf. i think i might just try to finish my knitting and go to work and see how far i get...
someone asked me if i have ever been ice skating. no i havent. i have the fear where i think that i will fall and someone cuts me with their skates. yes i know it’s stupid but i am scared of that. i never in my 19 years gone ice skating. no thanks. it looks fun but i always think about getting cut.
i think that and going on elevators are my only fears. maybe some rollercoasters. the ones...
one wish i hope to accomplish is to change the world somehow before i die.
it would make me happy.
why do people ask me if i call my parents mother or father in hmong. thats always a question people ask me. i have never in my life called my parents mother or father in hmong. i dont know why but ever since i was little, i have called them mom, mommy, dad, or daddy in english. those are the words i only use. sounds childish but hey my parents dont care. i dont really know the hmong terms for...
busy. one word to describe these past days since my grandpa is visiting from minnesota starting on monday til the 9th of january i believe. have to get everything ready for him so i am so packed with stuff i have to do since my parents are going to do a giant party. how i hate those parties. clean and cook all day. thats going to be my winter break. im not going to have time to do anything til he...
i kind of miss my orange hair. i was looking at some of my old pics and found some when i had orange hair. i kind of want to go back to the color but hair dye is not good for me anymore. im making myself keep my color right now since i dont want to go through that problem again. it was bad.
also saw some of myself with my piercings. hahaha cant believe i had some back then. damn. it seems so long...
—i was bored at home after shopping at the mall so i took some photos of my pet fishes. im trying to figure out what to photograph right now since i cant really think of something good. the reason why i like animals/nature/object photos is that it’s random and different. it’s never the same like portraits of people who pose. that just looks funny to me. i guess it is different...
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this is why i have never gone to a fuckin circus. fuck. these people are mess up. shit PETA and the government should just sue/close down ringling brothers. the thing that makes me mad is that the so called trainers are teaching them tricks that they want to learn. yea right. why would a fuckin elephant want to be trained by a human. dont people understand that animals WANT TO BE LOVED or LEFT...
1 more final. the final i hate the most.
almost done.
tired but im going to finish my drama first.
these look cute. i want to get them. im undecided if i should go up to 2g since i dont want to go too big and later on regret it. im on 6g right now on my main and 14g on the other. im stopping on 14g but i might do my 6g to a 0g or maybe 2g. im kind of tired to where the tapers since they get in the way. my mom will probably kill me if i make it any bigger. i should really stop but i feel...
off to work in awhile. what a boring day. tomorrow is clean day also. :(
i want my salad. yum.
i dont know why but im on a diet. i didnt even plan on it. just happened. o well. atleast im losing some weight. haha yea right! :)
for someone special:
sorry. i didnt forget about you. dont worry. i’ll see you soon. i didnt leave you out! i was undecided on what to get.
im so old.
im turning 20 in a month.
i dont even know what to do with my life.
i feel like sometimes i wasted the years that went by.
i need to make myself get a career, a better job, and my own place to live.
i need to stop daydreaming but i so want to travel the world and not go to college anymore.
breathe carolina & kill paradise tonight but i cant go :(
sucks but im ok since i gotta go to the zoo tomorrow for biology class.
plus i already have their autographs from warped tour
i just wanted to go see them and take some photos but im so busy right now with finals next week. especially in art.
im so undecided on my major now.
i would love photography but wtf am i going to do with...
which?
canon eos rebel xsi (12.2 MP)
or
canon eos rebel xs (10.1 MP)?
it’s a hundred dollar difference between them. i might get the xs though since it is more my range…but im not sure yet.
happy
so today was kind of a happy day. woke up with my sore right arm across my stomach since it was sore from lifting the fries four hours straight yesterday at work. i couldnt sleep because i was in pain. gosh. man. i hate it when im on fries. glad today i wasnt on it since i told john i didnt want to do it anymore. so work today was ok. jp was in back drive which was a good thing but fuck when we...
i dont know what is wrong with me but i feel depress. its so weird because a week ago, i was fine. happy, but this week has been stressing on me and im just tired of my life right now. i dont know what the fuck is wrong. ever since last weekend i havent felt like myself. i find the world really boring and fucked up right now. im just tired of school, work, and these stupid problems that keep...
